Like me, you may have come out of a relationship or been single for a while and once you pass a certain age the likelihood and indeed the lure, of meeting someone decreases. I am not a party animal and spend a lot of time at events that others would consider social, but for me, the majority of events I attend are strictly work. It can be hard to make the leap beyond my usual social circle and connect with new people. Therefore, dipping my toe back into the dating scene after many years is undeniable a nerve wracking process. For a start, the dating scene has drastically changed. Online dating sites and social networks are all the rage. Even virtual dating means you can strike up new friendships and flirtations from the comfort and security of your own home.
I actually think dating is nerve-racking at any age, more so when you’re over 40. I am a completely different person from what I was 20 years ago. I am set in my ways, I have a family and I already know my worth and what I want, which is a partner I can spend the next chapter of my life with. Yes, I’m putting myself out there, which is frustrating, but being over 40 does also have its advantages. Now, I’m over 40, I’ve had a chance to get over a lot of insecurities I had when I was in the early stages of adulthood. I know how to love myself. I don’t beat myself up over trivial things and I don’t wallow in the wounds left by past relationships. I am no longer that naïve 20-year-old who thought they could change a person, or that teenager who let herself get eaten up by jealousy or peer pressure. Now a little older and wiser, I know better.
A lot of people over 40 start thinking that they are better off alone, so it’s harder to get out there and try to meet someone who might try to fill a void in their lives. Women get that “I don’t need a man” thing and men keep trying to live out of their ultimate bachelor ego. Both I think experience loneliness, which at some point, something inside compels them to try and find someone worth their time.
For me, I can never see myself in a bar, looking for love. I can think of nothing worse. I can remember dating someone I met at an event that wasn’t quite the Hollywood dream, but seemed self-assured and appeared to have it all together. Little did I know that upon digging a little deeper, I discovered a host of unwelcomed baggage that I was not prepared to carry and I moved very swiftly on. I’m sure we all have those nightmare experiences or dates from hell where we can look back on now and belly laugh. I was beginning to think that there was some new way to go about dating; some secret approach that no one had discovered yet. But the older I get, the less I’m inclined to believe such secrets exists. The dating ‘basics’ are still the same as when women were ‘foxy’ and men were ‘fine.’ The main things I’ve learnt are simply to relax and just be me. In my opinion, most people set the bar far too high when it comes to dating. It’s not that serious and it should be fun!
So I think the cure to all this anxiety about dating again is for me to confidently believe in myself, get out there and mingle. Hopefully, I’ll find a suitable partner, as my mother used to tell me – I’m not going to find someone sitting at home watching the TV! So I mustn’t be afraid to put myself out there for a chance of happiness. It’s never too late to find the perfect person and I’m going to take a deep breath, take the plunge and try to enjoy the whole experience. I will keep you posted.